I’ve been pumped full of fortijuce and fortisip and let loose for 2 nights to spend New Year at home. Hospital hasn’t been a nice place the last couple of days. With so few adult patients and the adolescents pissing about and landing on obs the staff have barely seen my fellow patient and I. Feels very unfair as though we may be older adults still need the support too. We are meant to be getting another adult patient next week, I hope she feels she can fit in with out little duo! I’m anxious about being home. Feel vile from all the extra feedings to allow me this time at home and generally just feel scared. Also full of the cold and asthma is playing up something awful. I was weighed this morning as is standard for going on pass but opted for being blind weighed. I will find out my weight at Tuesday mornings return weigh in. Hoping I’ve not gone up. Dietician leaves to a new hospital this coming week so hoping I can stay at a lower weight. I’m complying, just don’t want any increases!!!
Happy New Year when it comes everyone xx
Tags: anorexia, EDU, home leave, New Year, scared, support, tube feedings
